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Free day now.. Oh yeah.. now I am super damn free.... haha.. so happy.. hee hee.. :D I guess the work is done already.. haha.. I do nothing other than IMing with some people.. and have lots of fun.. lol... wah lau.. super funny.. hahaha... I think wallace is really like mr teo... i mean their character... when i see wallace I just mr teo in my back of my mind...
Later going to play bball... yeah! my wish is fufilled!!!! hee hee heee.. soo happy... hopefully lesson ends early... so that I can play more.. because later got training... -sianz- eversince the incident on tuesday.. I getting to dislike tony abit now.. he is so unreasonable, secondly what he thinks Es is... Unreasonable as in peiru, cheryl, kelly and i going to coaching course and he is so super unhappy with us! and even want to cnacel the training.. what is this? we are not the team.. we are just 4 individuals! we cant do anything, we cant win without the rest of the teammates, why cant you just train the rest!? furthermore the 4 of us are attackers.. you can kindly train your defenders right!? why do you need to cancel just because of 4 of us.. we arent a team ok!? please be reasonable abit can? ANother thing is that you need not to be so pissed off ok! what is wrong of us going!? We want to move on our passion... cannot is it? what is this man! Secondly about the ES thing... even kelly and i also felt it this way... and therefore I guess this is how mr teo felt also.... -sighz- maybe i should not have told him that day.. this is so freaking angry.. I really dont know... Now even got the thinkin of quitting netball already.. but I am staying not because of anything, just because mr teo guide me through the 3 yrs, makes me have the passion I am not going to spoil this because of anything... Anyway, my urge of joinning bball is even stronger now... no doubt since I likes to play too... so hopefully tony stop making me piss man.. if not after IVP which I promise liting that I will stay in netball but go for 1 training and bball 1 training.. maybe both trainings I wont go if I really get pissed man!... Ok, having a headache now.. need to sleep and rest now.. so tired... yawnz!  I WANT PLAY BBALL!!!! ARGHHH!!!! ITS ALWAYS BBALL THAT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER!!! I WANT PLAY!!!
super confused... I guess I have make the wrong choice of telling you.. I dont know.. I really dont know.. super confused.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. why did i told you? -sighz- regret!!!
Dont know larh.. super confused of many things... this thing happen now.. then before that already got something with me for days.. feeling so damn down!!! really lor... haiz.... Are you the one? Are you? or are you not? Will you or will you not? Its soo many questions making me confused.. haiz.!!! anyway.. I achieve my A for science.. thanks wallace.. and most of all.. it is all my hardwork ! :D Tiring day... Hmm... yesterday didnt blog... today dont really intend to... cause I am super tired and having my headaches once again... but I guess I will just continue..
Yesterday was a very stressful day for me, Wallace kep asking lots of questions and it is so freaking challenging... and need to compete with other team so as to achieve an A.. I want that A... I want to be top student... so was very panick and stuffs.. till the end.. I gave up... headache... I could not really solve.. after everything.. was so sad, and stress up.. didnt want to talk at all... just want to have some peace... wanted to go back Es, but I stop myself... then went to town to eat.. and of course to destress myself by playing the arcade... Make decision already, discuss with Kathy and Liting, I think I will join bball after netball's IVP... but I will still stay commited to netball.. dont worry about that.. ok? Just that I will miss one training either tuesday or thursday.. but dont worry, I will do my best.. I missed my wushu training, because I am just too stress up of the science module... and too tired of everything... Reached home and play game then going to sleep... but I wanted to write my diary, but I have off my com, therefore decided to write it down, on man.. this is very bad, I am now starting to use my computer's language in written form! I always thought I wont, because written and typed are different, but now I am using ... in my written diary and also -sighz haiz everything in written diary.. so I was so scared but tried very hard to stop it... Ok, for today.. nothing much, Cognitive, alvin didnt come, then glen was the module chair.. I tried my best.. hopefully I achieve an A... then friendly with SAJC again.. I fell down! Knee is bruised now.. but lucky I kept icing if not I think it will be worse... my thumb also... haiz.. hmm.. I am only pleased with myself on 3rd quarter... I think I had intercepted a few balls when doing the single line defence... but well overall I sucks.. I think I am very slacky... I am so lazy to run!!! Its so lazy, I am not tired at all.. I am just lazy... what can make myself not so lazy? Nothing.. except I force myself!!! Anyway, Tony want us to train up our fitness now, hmm.. ya, when saying something he said I am the most hardowrking.. haha.. !!! :D I am HARDWORKING.. everyone heard that!!!??? LoLz.... ok.. nonsense larh.. k.. hmm thursday we will be doing fitness for an hour before anything... hopefully run alot.. I just love to run now! :) Freakish me right? I think thats all for today also... very tired.. headache.. hungry.. want to eat and sleep soon... Oh yes! My speaker is spoilt! I need to restore my computer! -sighz- dont know if I want to... still deciding... ok la.. enough of eveyrthing.. I want to rest now! good nitex! At kah han's house... Hmm.. its so funny when I was at jiahan's house... why? everyone now is a grown-up... its so funny... haha... no more young little kids... lol... now using his wireless lan.. to blog and play.. hm.. ok.. ever since thurs I did not blog anymore.. maybe will do it now...
Ok.. thurs training... and it was so bored.. dont wish to blog anymore... after that went home.. but went to eat first... then friday went to school... hmm.. it was a boring day at first.. later seeing my group I very sian.. i go find jasmine.. I sat at jasmine's table.. haha.. so funny.. then I started to work.. waH! I guess this is the first time ever since I do the application myself.. I finally know how to do it now.. so happy.. :) a sense of achievement.. later I went out and saw wallace at another class.. and he disturbed me saying what I walk up and down.. hmpF~.. then later msg him online... and cahtted with him about group and bball.. wahaha.. idiot him.. now I realise he look more like mr teo now... really... as in finny... wallace is the first fac. that I think that is no generation gap.. and some one who is able to talk to.. ok enough of him.. after that.. kelly and i went back school.. suppose to take back my racket and kel's bike.. in the end didnt... then went to eat.. then er.. wrong.. went with sotong.. she is sad.. then later go takeaway dinner.. and went home... ok.. thats all on friday and thursday... saturday.. need to sleep early because there is a game... have to wake up at 6.30am.. so need to sleep early.. so slept at 2...? haha.. early ar? LoL.. nevermind woke up and go to meet.. then go YCKS... wah lau.. raining,.. such a gddy day to sleep lor.. hmpf~!... then no match summore.. kaoz.. then play floorball instead.. nice game though.. haha... then meet up and eat suki sushi.. then went to ade's house and sleep.. haha.. lolz.. then later go home... and then sleep? haha.. lol.. slept early because today tuition at 11am.. so no choice.. anyway.. hmm.. now slackin at jiahan;s hse.. cant wait for school tomorrow.. science!!! haha.. wallace!!!!.. lolz... but dread it because of my damn group and then also wushu.. because of gal problem.. i sianz half liao.. haiz.. borinG!!! arfhh.. haiz.. nevermind.. have fun now.. hee hee :) |
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++InTrOdUcTiOn++ ::xIaOyUn:: ::Born on 18/08/87:: ::Unqiue Leo:: ::Yu Neng, EastSpring, Republic Poly:: ::Netball, Badminton, Track&Field, Librarian, Table-tennis, Choir:: ::To be PE teacher, camp instructor... ::Sporty:: ::Outgoing:: ::Friendly?:: ::Fun-to-be-with:: ::Low self-esteem:: ::Low self-confidence:: ::Between Optismist and Pessismist ::Sensitive:: ::Emotional:: ::Quite bad-tempered:: ::Short:: ++LOVES++ ::Play Sports:: ::Surf the net and Chat:: ::Laze arnd, Sleep, Slack:: ::Green, Blue, Yellow:: ::To be: Pe Teacher, Camp instructor:: ::East Spring Netball team:: ::My friends, hubby, disciples and shifu(mr teo):: ++WiShLiSt++ .~.Jacket (preferably nike).~. .~. .~.Storybook so to improve my english :) .~.Save money for all my buyable items.~. .~.A sports bag.~. .~.Nike Shorts.~. .~. .~.Mp3player.~. .~.Man Utd Jersey.~. .~.Bball shorts (black).~. .~. .~.Spending my birthday with ES peepx.~. .~.RP improved in IVP.~. .~.I play as a good Center.~. .~.Able to control the game.~. .~.Join RP bball.~. .~.Commited in wushu, netball and bball.~. .~.DO well in my studies.~. .~.Move on to my future.~. .~.Dont stay in my past.~. .~.Get a B for my Eng O's this year.~. .~.ES netball team will perform.~. .~.People who I care live happily.~. .~.Learn as many sports as possible.~. .~.Study in Uni.~. .~.Weight become 45kg.~. .~.More confident in myself.~. ++People I wont forget++ .+.Buddy - Jesline aka Panda.+. .+.Buddy - Sihua aka Da ge.+. .+.Buddy - Hui Ching aka Ah Neox.+. .+.Buddy - Rosling aka Brother Xiaowong.+. .+.Buddy - Kelly aka Auntie.+. .+.Buddy - Cindy aka Blur Queen.+. +.+Tudi - Huiwen aka lamer no.1+.+ +.+Tudi - Adeline aka lamer 2+.+ +.+Tudi - Jinshu aka Idiot+.+ +.+Tudi - Siriporn aka ah bui+.+ +.+Tudi - Suwei+.+ =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Cheryl aka Sotong no. 1=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Hui Ying aka Sotong no.2=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Perrine aka Sotong no.3=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Jane aka Sotong no. 4=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Jolene aka Sotong no.5=.= (",)Mummy (Ms Lye) (",)Shifu aka Daddy (Mr Teo) (",)Shifu aka Dua Hai(Mr Lai) (",)Hubby (Mr Leong) (",)Ben Hai (Mr Tay) 
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