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HEADACHE IS HAUNTING ME AGAIN! Arghhh.. headache go away!!! I heed Mr teo's advice drink more water... I bring my water to school.. but still.. headache.. especially yesterday! During the match.. headache.. worse still is on the bus.. the headache is killing me.. it is really killing me! I wanted to control myself from eating the panadol.. but I cant!!! So no choice.. I ate two.. but.. no use! What the shit... and it seems to get worse? I dont know.. so reached bus stop, waited for jiejie.. then buy mac.. what sia.. reached home bathe and eat.. still headache dont go away.. wanted to sleep.. but was full.. but by 12 I really cant take it.. I just sleep.. lying on my bed.. the pain was still there... feelt like eating anoter 2 panadols... I think I am dead already.. panadols is going to be no help for me anymore again..!!!!!!!!!!! Argghh!!!!.... Kill me!!!! how? what can i do? my cough also lor.. kaoz.. so sick so sick!!! damn it arss!!!
How was the match yesterday? Hmm.. thanks shifu, tu-dis and jolene.. :) hmm.. how can I say about the match and my performance? Hmm.. not too bad I guess? Seems better as the matches go on... I guess I am sort of maintaining my post if I carry on with this and sharpen my basic especially my passing.. then I will maintain. I am confident of this! I funny thing I did yesterday was I wanted to pass a ball and I almost shot in! I hit the poles! oh gosh.. they were laughing.. :X what a stupid thing I done.. Also, when Me Teo left, I shouted at Kelly for ball.. and Tony said I "ren xiao xiao shen ying zhe yang ta.." and say I now already so big card.. when I grow bigger.. i will be big big card.. twionkz!!! hmpF! Going back to the play.. ok.. the team was better than the match with SAJC.. maybe there wasnt any rain.. and I think when peiru is back.. the team will be much better! :) and during this time brush up my basic.. the team will be good :) really looking forwad the IVP.. :) hmm.. for my performance.. quite happy la. I guess expecially the last few matches.. hope I can maintain this.. and I will secure MY POST!  What a freaking day for me today!!! How SUAY can I get today!!!??? Early morning... in the bus than I realise I never bring my shorts.. have friendly today.. so no shorts.. how to play!? so I ask many people around to help me.. but.. all cannot... so I need to approach Mr Teo to help me tell Adeline.. so that Adeline can go my house to take for me... so now all depends on him and her... though it solved.. but still many many things start to happen...
Just when I leave my house, the sky darkens.. seems to be raining.. so I get on the bus, than later when reach the bus stop and then walking to the train, the rain seems to start.. freak it! nevermind.. then later reached redhill.. there are slight rain, then later thinking to take bus, but! the bus already reached! so I cant.. even if I run.. I also unable to board the bus.. why!? because of those freaking idiots who are so inconsiderate! Nevermind.. I walk to school.. then the rain seems to get abit bigger.. so I was hald drenched when I reached the school!!! What happen next!!!? Is my phone dropped!!!! I was cleaning my keyboard then later my I also sweep my phone down the ground...!!!! then I keep in my pocket.. then!? when I want to take out.. it dropped again!!! argh!!! dropped twice!!!!what is this righT!? Its not only 1month old.. and my phone is dropped twice in a day!!! what is this!!!? lucky again that it is carpetted ground.. but the 2nd time dropped on the bare-side..!!! argh!!! freaking day!!!! SO.. what will happen next!? Am I going to fall down later? Is there anything going to happen again!? Better not! *prays hard!* TIme to blog... Before I want to blog about yesterday... I am very afraid now.. I am falling sick once again.. my cough is getting worse now... really very worse... having breathing difficulty even in the day... I am coughing more and more often... I already sense something yesterday.. when I play... I realise I had short of breath... despite the fact that I train so much in ES, sprint, and stuffs and I felt breathless in the game yesterday.. I dont think is because of my stamina.. but I really think is my sickness... and this is very bad! Tomorrow at kallang I will have friendlies agaiN! Yesterday was really bad.. just in a while I felt so breathless.. it is not like when I does not feel tired at all in the past.. argh.. how? this is really bad! I really want to know if I can do well with vthe team, and how can I improve, but my health is not helping me! Maybe is due to the cold weather that is causing it to be worse.. so hopefully please.. tomorrow dont rain again..! I remember during hols, I went back ES I play I dont have such problem maybe is because of my cough was gone.. but when I started to have a little of cough.. I dont have such problem also.. but now.. -sighz- Please.. please let me recover by IVP.. please... this cough been with me for about 1 month plus... please!!! recover asap!!!
OK.. talk about the match yesterday.. raining day.. SAJC came.. they dont want to postpone, nor they want to cancel and stuffs.. so waited about 1 hour plus I guess.. then started to play.. I am considered his first 7? I guess.. hmm.. I was tired out easily... Tomorrow.. match.. hope I can do better.. :) Reflecting about my play.. hmm.. Tony said I did better after a pep-talk.. actually I think it is also.. he let me know my mistakes allow me to know what I must do.. then later let me go in again to do what I had been told.. hmm.. after the talk I realise I knwo what I must do.. I guess starting I am too anxious thats why.. though I know but hmm... I want to blog!!! but.. i am very tired ot do so.. just finsih my RJ.. so now.. quite tired of typing my blog.. but guys.. just update tomorrow.. I think I will say about my game today..
But overall I can judge the team play as 6/10 :) and my own performance as... hmm.. 6/10... but.. now.. I am so tired.. -sighz- and knee hurts!!! jiu ming ah!!! what can I do to my knee? -sighz- my cough isi affecting my play also.. -sighz- so sian about all these sickness and inuries.. haiz.. talk about all tomorrow.. need to do more reflection... bye.. :) FInally can sit down and blog.. was packing my stuffs for tomorrow, because today I woke up then pack then I go school.. and that stupid train was delayed for dont know how many times.. and supposingly to be reaching school at about 8.15 i reached about 8.30.. and I was late.. lucky Wallace is not very particular about lateness.. also.. today is the first time I didnt sit at all in the train.. and I was so tired.. and I need to sit! but I dont have a chance to do so... forget it.. bad start...
Reached schoo.. science.. starting I was really dreading about it.. but Wallace really makes me change of mind :) I am so happy about it.. thanks Wallace :) you changed my mind towards science... today I guess is the first time I know so much.. and paying so much attention.. thankx Wallace.. but today starting was really bad for me.. my group only have 3 people including me.. two of them sucks.. I was doing.. one looking inside friendtser.. another chatting away.. and when wallace asked for answer.. and my answer is way out.. I didnt want to present it.. and they kept making a lot of noise.. and I really wanted to tear... really!... I really cannot take this kind of people anymore.. he was like wanting to have good grades.. want me to do all the workings then he will present.. and Wallace's style was like those presenting need not to explain..! and so he is at an advantage! so pissed off everytime in science... -sighz- forget about it... TOmorrow... friendly with SAJC.. will I be able to play? or rather will I be able to do my best and help my team ? Can I be like or rather half like the Papa New Guinea C? Can I? Will I? WIll I be able to influence and control my team? Hmm.. tomorrow we shall see.. but seriously.. I am quite worried, or rather afraid.. because tomorrow match might be a gauge for him... -sighz- and there is always a threat behind.. Nevermind.. yunru, do your best. k? *A positive attitude is a powerful foce it cant be stopped.* Its time to do my RJ.. wanted to go sleep.. then as I was blogging then I realise I did not do my RJ.. hee hee.. so guess I will do now... and before I sleep.. I am going to visualise myself in court tomorrow.. and be mental prepare myself.. :) ... ... Hmmm... there are many things that I wished to blog now.. but I dont know how should I blog, or how to start... but there is one thing that I really want to say is... thank you 'hubby' and sorry pals...
I went out in the noon to watch the match... and learn something from there... after that met up with panda, neo, xw, sh, cin, ting, mr leong for dinner.. cuz was neo's bday 30mins later.. so celebrate with her... I would like to apologise for the fact that I kept talking to mr leong and not you guys... sorry... I know I should but sorry I didnt... Mr leong, thanks alot... I mean there are certain things that I cannot tell people and I had told you... and.. hmm I dont know lar.. I just felt better talking to you and then you telling me things.. or explaining... just want to thank you.. :) Just taken 2 panadols, drank my cough syrup, and half a tablet... got headache again.. and then remember what mr teo told me.. maybe is true.. cause my first term I kept drinking water then not that much of headache.. maybe will start again... -sighz- I dont know if I should stop eating my medicine man... I realise eversince I change to this doctor and eat the medicine my hands keep 发抖(fa dou)... actually I thought I got no this problem already.. but just now as I was drinking my cough syrup.. I have difficulty pouring it onto the spoon.. both my hands are shaking... I remember yesterday when I was drinkin my soup.. the soup kept shaking... I dont know if I should stop eating the med, but this med really helps me... I can sleep soundly with this med.. without it or before I consulted the doctor, I actually have problem sleeping due to the bit of difficulty in breathing... but when I eat.. I'm so scared.. my hands really shake alot.. how? eat or dont eat? Hmmm... I still got many things to blog.. because on thursday till today many things happen.. but due to my headache everyday.. I dont want to blog... so maybe tomorrow in school then I blog.. good nitex guys.. and.. happy birthday neo! :) |
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++InTrOdUcTiOn++ ::xIaOyUn:: ::Born on 18/08/87:: ::Unqiue Leo:: ::Yu Neng, EastSpring, Republic Poly:: ::Netball, Badminton, Track&Field, Librarian, Table-tennis, Choir:: ::To be PE teacher, camp instructor... ::Sporty:: ::Outgoing:: ::Friendly?:: ::Fun-to-be-with:: ::Low self-esteem:: ::Low self-confidence:: ::Between Optismist and Pessismist ::Sensitive:: ::Emotional:: ::Quite bad-tempered:: ::Short:: ++LOVES++ ::Play Sports:: ::Surf the net and Chat:: ::Laze arnd, Sleep, Slack:: ::Green, Blue, Yellow:: ::To be: Pe Teacher, Camp instructor:: ::East Spring Netball team:: ::My friends, hubby, disciples and shifu(mr teo):: ++WiShLiSt++ .~.Jacket (preferably nike).~. .~. .~.Storybook so to improve my english :) .~.Save money for all my buyable items.~. .~.A sports bag.~. .~.Nike Shorts.~. .~. .~.Mp3player.~. .~.Man Utd Jersey.~. .~.Bball shorts (black).~. .~. .~.Spending my birthday with ES peepx.~. .~.RP improved in IVP.~. .~.I play as a good Center.~. .~.Able to control the game.~. .~.Join RP bball.~. .~.Commited in wushu, netball and bball.~. .~.DO well in my studies.~. .~.Move on to my future.~. .~.Dont stay in my past.~. .~.Get a B for my Eng O's this year.~. .~.ES netball team will perform.~. .~.People who I care live happily.~. .~.Learn as many sports as possible.~. .~.Study in Uni.~. .~.Weight become 45kg.~. .~.More confident in myself.~. ++People I wont forget++ .+.Buddy - Jesline aka Panda.+. .+.Buddy - Sihua aka Da ge.+. .+.Buddy - Hui Ching aka Ah Neox.+. .+.Buddy - Rosling aka Brother Xiaowong.+. .+.Buddy - Kelly aka Auntie.+. .+.Buddy - Cindy aka Blur Queen.+. +.+Tudi - Huiwen aka lamer no.1+.+ +.+Tudi - Adeline aka lamer 2+.+ +.+Tudi - Jinshu aka Idiot+.+ +.+Tudi - Siriporn aka ah bui+.+ +.+Tudi - Suwei+.+ =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Cheryl aka Sotong no. 1=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Hui Ying aka Sotong no.2=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Perrine aka Sotong no.3=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Jane aka Sotong no. 4=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Jolene aka Sotong no.5=.= (",)Mummy (Ms Lye) (",)Shifu aka Daddy (Mr Teo) (",)Shifu aka Dua Hai(Mr Lai) (",)Hubby (Mr Leong) (",)Ben Hai (Mr Tay) 
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