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Hope it will be sunny everyday like today! So all of them is able to play well! :)
hmm.. another day without rain.. hope it will be like this all the way... :)  LaLaLa.... Nothing to do.. just finish playing gunbound with perrine, js... hmm.. then talk to my tkgs friends.. hmm.. talk alot of craps... haha...
wah just now.. at dunman.. suddenly feel a sudden shot of pain on my back.. its so painful.. after that asked siriporn to help me hit.. then feel slightly better.. later... the pain come back... which is now... gosh.. so uncomfortable... the neck and the back uncomfortable-ness have been sticking with me for days.. hopefully is cause of the training not cause of anything else.... if not i am going to blame myself for not listening to my mum again.. hopefully is nothing.. hope it gets ok soon.. cause i want to go back training on wednesday... :) and hope the ankle also... -sighz- do little things also like that.. pengz... haha.. but i deserve it.. got shoe dont want wear.. than impact so big lohz.. haha... oh.. my "shifu" so pathetic... feel so hectic.. i only know it after he wrote in the blog... hmm... and i always still disturb him? hmm... sorry leh.. :x ... hmm... really sorry.. hee hee.. hmm.. i will try to help you in your cca.. ok? i CHUAY!! me as your "tu di" will try to help you whenever you need help ok? i not "bai bai zhuo your tu di one" hee hee.. :x.. lol.. hmm.. relax... :) anyway.. :) the girls really done well :) so be glad... ;) and... hopefully they continue this for all their matches.. and.. hope the sec 2s too.. :) hmm... once again... didnt talk much to [u] ... once again... see [u] there.. but... didnt bother much.. and... once again... [u] said something to [u] is a joke.. but it hurtz me... haiz... wat can i say? nothing.... .... They Won Today... Guess they know the importance of putting in their best? Hmm... they do much better than the junyuan match... ok.. the score is 37 vs 8 ... well done... but.. actually can do better? don't know... shouldn't comment so much, cause i have no rights again.. hahaha... Perrine asked a few questions about the game.. thats good.. this show the desire to perform well.. hmm... they shot in 10 goals every quarter except the last quarter.. it was 7 goals only... hmm... shant say much about the match also... cause i don't know what to say also.. but anyway.. dunman and my wife/gf/bf 's school(TKGS) have a tough fight... they won them by 5 only.. they were being boo by the dunmanians... (oh... no sportsmanship)... but they still won.. well done TK... hmm.. i hope the juniors wont be so affected by those irritating booing... they shall be real focus, in the match! ok? never be affected! oh.. they got the jersey.. it was quite nice.. :) hmm... next week only the C div going to play.. the B div is going to rest for a week.. but the B div going to train on wednesday.. hmm... ok.. think i am going back.. cause i still feel that i am FAT ....
went back school play badminton for awhile.. but.. i keep on "bei mr teo dua" irritating!!!! always kena "dua" by him! hmpf!!! yesterday blog-in too much.. so today.. should not blog-in too much also.. so stop here.. anything later then i type.. Happy.. :) I am glad today... wait.. should not say that first.. should go by sequence of what i do... ok.. wake up at 1pm again.. once more.. haha... it was raining heavily.. was thinking should i go down.. cause its raining so heavily will they still continue to play? hmm.. later kelly called me.. call me for what i forget.. cause i was in my sleeping mood... :) -hee hee- later i asked her.. and she called/sms mr teo.. and he said must wait till two.. and this was teh second call by kelly.. and cause of that... i woke up.. i think.. i should not sleep anymore.. should just wake up.. so i woke up... wash up.. than go online for awhile... then... i go school.. i walked a long way to reached school, cause dont want to get wet.. but still got wet a little...
reached school... [she] went back... hmm... but these days I kinda kpo of netball and have been going out... and things in my mind... and these have made me stop thinking of [her]... hmm.. its good lahz.. at least i can let go now rather than later i suffer... hmm.. but still.. haiz.. nevermind.. see how its goes... ok... actually intended not to eat... but... feel so hungry... so i go eat... :) hee hee... the food is no longer like last year? i not sure... hmm... mr teo's face is ... hmm dont know how to describe.. LoL... nevermind... later he joked... ok.. after that he drove us go Hai Sing.. *TWIONK* the match is postponed! my first thought "what a trip, should not have gone to school..." BUT!!!.... surprisingly... the girls.. the secondary twos actually told mr teo they want to go back school to play game! this is then call netballers.. haha.. ok.. we went back to school... then we play match... :) wah... they improved! Perrine really changed after the talk... Jolene improved... Jane is more committed... Li Ling is more alert... Huiying and Eileen communication is better... Eileen more accurate and confident... hmm... all of them changed in such a short time... Mr Teo didnt really waste his time.. though this is too slow... but i think at least they still can catch up... and they will be able to make it with the sec 3s... alamak... i play barefooted... then look shorter then perrine -.-! haha.. but i know.. i am still taller than her.. hee hee... its been a real long time since i play... really! the feeling of the game is so SHIOk!... thats the only word i can describe... :) the laughter from them, really made my day :) overall, i still didnt make a waste trip to the school... hmm... i also too crazy.. go and rush... then no shoe.. than go and jump and land.. than i so fat.. of cause the impact is big.. "or bi good" dont want take the shoe... haha... than feel the pain... but lucky not sprain... if not i go bang wall... haha... hmm.. after that wait for mr teo to finish his invigilation... then go and have dinner... we went to bedok... somewhere near Yu Neng.. saw two students from there... -gosh- lucky i graduated from there.. the skirt looks so yucky! hmm.. last time is "WHITE ANGEL" now... the skirt change to khaki color... eee... the PE shirt also... so not nice already.. haha... graduated early... good! tomorrow going to play badminton.. woo hoo.. haha... think i am able to wake up.. .cause... badminton is my soul.... so i think because of it.. i will wake up earlier... :) Main Thing: "Tomorrow is the last chance given by Mr Teo to the upper sec... hmm... think most of them are worried? I not sure.. but I know... they are going to play well tomorrow, as they really dont wish they are being withdrawn... hmmm... guys... do well tomorrow.. ok?" p/s:"GOD!!! Please dont rain tomorrow... PLS!!! Let them have a good game tomorrow, you can rain after 4pm... pls.. allow them play in a good weather.. they would rather a HOT weather than a Cold weather.. PLS... DO NOT RAIN TOMORROW... if you want to rain.. rain after 4pm!!!" Read his blog....confused by his blog-in.. Dont understand... Really do not understand...but he is getting to blog-in everyday.. haha.. influence by us.. lolx :x SAD :( I just came back from dunman sec... -sighz- though the juniors won... but they are really not up to their standard... :( hmm.. actually i cannot really comment about them, cause I got no rights to do it? I not sure... well.. is really a saddening situation over there... Mr Teo was really upset over it... and really disappointed... looking at his blog yesterday, it shows how confident he was and well-prepared over it... reached school, seeing his nervous face, seeing his anxious look... I feel nervous too... but I know they can do it... But... the rain affect everything... I know I should not blame the rain, cause the rain is something I cannot control.. but... -sighz- I do not know what to say... he looks terribly upset and disappointed... and in school, in the car I dared not say anything, cause I do not know what to say... and... I really wished to calm him down or what, but I know I cant... but anyway.. I really wished that he is fine... Mr Teo.. You Are A Very Strong Person... Don't look so down... Just look at the bright side, and things will be better... :) -smilez always-
SObx Sobx hmm.. was talking to mr teo.. once again... he did something.. (he is online.. but i didnt want to talk about that thing anymore.. cause he is busy with the zonal, so i dont wish to bother him about the thing also, he is already kind enough to tell me, think the rest i should just figure out myself.. and not rely on him to help me..) ...than we talked about some stuffs... then later about letting go the feeling of netball.. -sighz- when we were talking about it.. tears just rolled down.. memories just flash back.. the secondary 2 camp in school.. the 1st training.. the time when cindy and i were so crazy over the training.. the time i slept after training waiting for the afternoon training during holidays.. so much so much memories... just stay... just dont leave... i thought these feeling not going to stay long.. cause i experience before.. i could not let go primary school life.. and it took me 1 year for me to stop going back to school.. BUT after hearing from him.. i think i wont be able to do it.. cause when i stop going back was when i was commited in netball... when netball became my life in secondary two.. when i love the trainings... and that was why i stop going back to yu neng... but now.. i am slacking at home.. think it will be harder... and yesterday when suwei told me the camp going to held on june.. how i wished i can go too.. but not sure if can.. hmm... sometimes i really envy siewmei that batch... they are the most "xin fu" one... they came in.. they got tough trainings.. they got unforgettable memories.. and they got consec four years netball camp... unlike us.. only two years.. and.. sad to say.. only two years of zonals.. and three years of tough trainings.. unlike them.. four years.. so good.. haha.. so envy... hmm.. well.. we just cant compared ourselves with them.. its different...
should just continue to find jobs .. hope really can find one that is in morning shift or night shift... so that i can go back netball... just hopefully i can.. :) -oops- not sleeping at this hour??? hee... think i am going to have problem waking up tomorrow then.. i mean later in the afternoon... I am aching all over!!! sleep at 4am this morning... wake up at around 12++... hmm... all because of what? all because of the heavy rain!... the rain was so heavy till the rain actually "splash" me than i woke up.. haha.. all the clothes are wet.. and the floor are wet... LoL.. hee hee.. so pig .. than i know its raining.. than i still gong gong liek that go and keep the clothes and dump it on the bed.. :X oops.. got scolding cause of that.. hee hee.. after that i go online just to see if anyone online... and thought of putting online than go sleep... but i saw adeline.. than chat with her.. than i go and brush teeth.. later mr teo called me.. and ask me go tmall.. -.-!!! reach do nothing than go watch bball match... as i was watching the bball match.. hmm... thinking about tomorrow... hope the juniors all can do it!.. hope the umpires will not be bias... really hope so! :)
i woke up.. i found out my whole body aching!!! my stomach aches the most! than my back and my neck also.. also dont know why... -sighz- OLD OLD OLD!!! thats the only word can describe me... OLD!!! :( nevermind... i will still continue to train.. and than i wont get the aches anymore! :) but i am really old.. adeline doesnt aches at all.. and i say she neever do and anyhow do thats why no aching.. hee hee.. :X oh yah... something is wrong.. my appetite is getting small.. and... i lost 2kg.. im glad i lost weight.. but im afraid something is just wrong... i not very sure why.. i cant even finish 1 set meal now.. i cant finish 1 packet of rice.. and i dont feel hungry at all when i didnt eat lunch and breakfast.. and the day before dinner.. *pondering* something wrong? i not sure.. my appetite is small.. but my digestive system is fast... I am bored.. And is real bored! I am so bored now.. actually is obvious.. haha.. cause i am blogging twice.. :) hmm... two days [she] wasnt online.. but i chat with [her] just now in school.. so is ok.. hmm.. my zhi ying's blog got 1 [her] also.. who is she refering? me ar? i not sure.. oh just now forgotten to say.. suwei actually say i am her shifu.. haha.. so happy.. for so long than she call me shifu.. hmpf! haha.. but she told the sec1 i am her shifu.. LoL..
so good.. hee.. in this school... i got 5 tu di... and 1husband.. and not 1, not 2, not 3, but 4 wives.. haha... in tkgs.. also.. i got 1 wife, 1 gf, and 1 bf.. haha.. so flirt :x... so bored.. thats why typed this nonsense.. haha... but i want a shifu... HE dont want to anknowledge me.. hmpf! feeling abit weird? i am typing perfect english... as in no short forms? haha... know why? got influence by my shifu .. he is always typing english that does not have short forms.. that is why i am learning from him.. haha.. dont say i learn bad things from him.. but this is one of the good things i am learning from him.. haha.. want to learn cards also.. BUT.. he keep dont want to teach.. also dont know why.. *pondering* .. tomorrow... oh.. no.. is later in the day.. what should i do? should i go to anglican high and watch the match? hmm.. but kind of lazy.. you see? also not sure the time.. and also.. not sure will i wake up or not.. LoL... so bored.. and is so bored.. not tired at all... not sleepy at all.. also not sure why.. oh ya.. return home.. never see my mum.. also never ask my sis where she is.. suppose to be at grandma's place... hmm.. -.-! so sianz.. so bored..wah.. dying of boredness already.. haha... oh speak of the devil.. my mum returns home.. LoL... wah... do too much exercise... not only ankle pain.. now my back also.. OLD ALREADY.. die... really OLD... :( -sighz- i cant do as much as i can.. -sighz- how to be pe teacher then... you still need to study for like 3 to 4 more years than can go NIE.. but how are you going to be able to be one.. when 4 years time you going to be more slack and stuffs? you only rest for months, and you became so lousy.. so slow.. so weak! -sighz-my ambition is going further.. and is like both my ambition is going further... not one.. this is the bad thing when you got two ambition almost the same... -sighz- but if i dont have those.. what can i do? i am so focus on sports... since primary school you see? table tennis, badminton, track & field... hey... how? i not sure.. seeing the trophies on the piano.. makes me happy.. but... i am getting old.. -sighz- shant say more anymore... ok.. 2 more days to go.. oh no.. is 1 more day.. i think i am more excited than them.. haha.. the juniors are going for their zonal on wednesday.. oh man.. thats fast!? hmm.. first match against junyuan.. hey.. play against them before.. and i rememeber the score is 40-3.. you guys must be more ok? haha.. LoL.. still remember those days when we are in zonal... haha... still remember i am always the one who cannot be with the team for zonals... sec 3, injuried during zonal, and cause the team to walkover -sighz- -sobx- sorry guys! really sorry.. really sad about it also.. sec4... got injuried in daisy tan carnival.. but got 2nd.. but in the end also cannot play in zonal.. when we are against SAC? and Hai Sing.. and when i go back.. play with AHS.. and I sux! -sighz- now tears gathering .. better stop talking about zonal... oh man... i am missing ES NETBALL more and more.. gosh.. i miss the laughters, the tears, the torture, the fun, the scoldings, everything... since secondary 2... ... i cant remember what i did in sec 1... but.. i can remember most of my sec 2 life to sec 4.. so sad that i have left the school.. i dont want to work.. but.. my mum is nagging.. -sighz- i want to go back netball.. reallY!.. i miss the trainings!!! i just cant let go.. really cant let go.. -sighz- what can i do then? must i really force myself to go and work? i not sure... i dont want to!!! MR TEO YOU STILL TAKE MY ONE BOX OF SWEET!!! AND YOU NGEOW!! DONT WANT LEND ME CD!!! AND WAITING FOR YOU TO ONLINE YOU ARE NOT..!!! HMPF!!!! So Happy... !!! :D See my title? Yes.. I am happy.. hahaha... why? hmm.. i shall tell you... 11+++ someone sms me.. i woke up.. quite angry for the sms.. want to sleep somemore cause very tired... than i saw was jesline, ok.. than i was like.. shocked? but nevermind... than we sms for a while.. it was like in the past... :) -smilex- ok... this was the happiness in the morning... wondering my 2nd happiness? just read on then...
ok.. i slept till like around 2pm... someone came my house.. she was talking to my mum, gosh.. so loud.. then i think is time to wake up also.. so i wake up.. than bathe and than i went to school for training... still half awake.. hmm.. reached school... mr teo said:"still alive?" i was like huh? cause i half awake mah.. than he said:"thought you not feeling well?" than i was like... -.-! huh? than i remmeber i was shivering yesterday night.. than i was like.. hmpf!LoL... hmm... than after that around 3.30pm start training.. i decided to run, cause is like thats the training i wanted in the past... so i decided.. but... i'm worried that i couldn't take it.. cause i'm old and my ankle... but oh well.. i decided to run behind, cause i know there will be people who could not take it and than run behind so i can act abit.. hee hee :x ... oh well... than i ran.. hee.. didnt stop... :) after that run dont know how many rounds than do sit-ups.. oh man.. i cant! haha.. so i act abit.. walk around.. haha.. but at least i done about 100... :) still not bad... hmm... ok.. after that run again... and than do JUMPING JACKS!!! ooo hoo... my favourite... lol... haha.. when i finish running.. kelly and mr teo said.. your speciality.. haha.. do and do and do.. so happy.. haha... i finished 250!!! -smilex- after that do things with the sec 1.. hmm.. a few potential one... after that wanted to play game... but... -sighz- the sec2s (SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT!!!) they didnt want to play.. what is this!? you call yourself netballers? are you sure!? netballers and doesnt want to play... hey.. you are tired... how about perrine? huiying? jane? how about them!? arent they tired? hey... perrine played all the way.. ok? and she trained harder than you guys.. ok? hmpf!!! nevermind.. at least i know perrine is changing now... thats good perrine! good that you know its time to change... (hope i can change too) ... the 2nd thing i am happy with is about tough training.. cause i thought i could not take it.. but i can :) so i so happy about it... :) -sighz- i lost my stamina.. i cant do sit-ups.. my ankle hurts.. run and get headache -sighz- why is my ankle still the same? -sighz- am i really handicapped already? i cant do sports anymore? really? i dont want! sports is my life! netball is my bone! badminton is my soul! these are the three things i cant leave without! but why is my ankle giving me problem? why? i dont know... and why do i have headache when i run..? -sighz- but nevermind.. who cares... i still can carry on now.. so heck care about it then... who cares about my ankle and my head... just continue and be happy.. :) cause the happiness of running... and doing the jumping jacks covers all the pain.. so dont wish to care.. :) -smilez- -winks- hee hee.. really very happy... i FINISH 250 JUMPING JACKS!!! and it was like i still can run!!! and... i am fine with jesline already.. hee hee... i'm shivering now.. feeling very cold... gosh.. wat happen? i reach home after visiting mdm too.. den i bathe den i go slp... den wake up liao.. den feel so cold.. n shivering... duno why.. :S ...
didnt slp at all.. was playing the whole night.. around 7am like that just lied dwn on rosling's bed n den take a nap.. cannot slp.,. coz goin to meet people n den visit mr leong... so tired... haha.. dun feel like goin.. but no choice.. we reach there.. look at sum photos of his.. oh gosh.. saw mr teo's photo.. haha :x sooo... "yandao" n "tall" :X hahaha... so bad le me.. lol.. bo chup... play cards in the house oso... den later intend to go mr yong's hse.. but he is not at home.. den we go mac eat.. den later eat le go mdm too's place... sit there tok abit.. den watch findin nemo.. i was so sleepy.. actualli slp abit.. :X den later go home liao.. den bathe n slp.. n i'm here haha... still feeling so cold.. duno why siaz.. pengzZ! Wosh.... I feel happy? hee hee... im now still at rosling's house.. haha.. dont intend to stay actualli.. coz i tot wat mr teo goin to say will affect me... ya... qte true is affecting me abit.. but this is something i need to face lohz... oh hmm.... i enjoyed at rosling house.. i ate alot... hmm.. haha.. the steamboat was nice... but the ppl there is different... is no longer the ppl last yr.. well.. last yr new yr oso smthin happen.. now is the ppl not there.. hmm.. nvm.. oso got fun... now all playing cards.. i play qte enuff.. so i stop and chat and do my blogging...
still thinking about what happen this afternn.. hmm.. this is smthin goin to craved inside my brain... anyway.. mr teo.. i'm really touched... reali! realli very touched by your words today! realli.. almost cry siaz.. haha.. i tot i haf always irritate you and do stupid things... but... till the end you still tell me wat is my greatest weak pt which goin to affect my future.. n u still willing to help me along the way... <thankz!!! be my shifu lahz.. realli lohz.. hee hee... i'm still thinking.. haha.. think going flood you with questions tml? haha... later i forget.. i duno lahz.. haiz.. i shant tok abt this anymore liao la.. but overall.. still THANK YOU lahz.. -smilez- oh... i really won a lil money.. hmm.. but still din win the money i lost yesterday.. see later wan play or not lohz.. now headache lahz.. duno can continue or not.. see how bahz... now as i am resting.. think i should just sit down queitly and think... (hope really can think) |
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++InTrOdUcTiOn++ ::xIaOyUn:: ::Born on 18/08/87:: ::Unqiue Leo:: ::Yu Neng, EastSpring, Republic Poly:: ::Netball, Badminton, Track&Field, Librarian, Table-tennis, Choir:: ::To be PE teacher, camp instructor... ::Sporty:: ::Outgoing:: ::Friendly?:: ::Fun-to-be-with:: ::Low self-esteem:: ::Low self-confidence:: ::Between Optismist and Pessismist ::Sensitive:: ::Emotional:: ::Quite bad-tempered:: ::Short:: ++LOVES++ ::Play Sports:: ::Surf the net and Chat:: ::Laze arnd, Sleep, Slack:: ::Green, Blue, Yellow:: ::To be: Pe Teacher, Camp instructor:: ::East Spring Netball team:: ::My friends, hubby, disciples and shifu(mr teo):: ++WiShLiSt++ .~.Jacket (preferably nike).~. .~. .~.Storybook so to improve my english :) .~.Save money for all my buyable items.~. .~.A sports bag.~. .~.Nike Shorts.~. .~. .~.Mp3player.~. .~.Man Utd Jersey.~. .~.Bball shorts (black).~. .~. .~.Spending my birthday with ES peepx.~. .~.RP improved in IVP.~. .~.I play as a good Center.~. .~.Able to control the game.~. .~.Join RP bball.~. .~.Commited in wushu, netball and bball.~. .~.DO well in my studies.~. .~.Move on to my future.~. .~.Dont stay in my past.~. .~.Get a B for my Eng O's this year.~. .~.ES netball team will perform.~. .~.People who I care live happily.~. .~.Learn as many sports as possible.~. .~.Study in Uni.~. .~.Weight become 45kg.~. .~.More confident in myself.~. ++People I wont forget++ .+.Buddy - Jesline aka Panda.+. .+.Buddy - Sihua aka Da ge.+. .+.Buddy - Hui Ching aka Ah Neox.+. .+.Buddy - Rosling aka Brother Xiaowong.+. .+.Buddy - Kelly aka Auntie.+. .+.Buddy - Cindy aka Blur Queen.+. +.+Tudi - Huiwen aka lamer no.1+.+ +.+Tudi - Adeline aka lamer 2+.+ +.+Tudi - Jinshu aka Idiot+.+ +.+Tudi - Siriporn aka ah bui+.+ +.+Tudi - Suwei+.+ =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Cheryl aka Sotong no. 1=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Hui Ying aka Sotong no.2=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Perrine aka Sotong no.3=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Jane aka Sotong no. 4=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Jolene aka Sotong no.5=.= (",)Mummy (Ms Lye) (",)Shifu aka Daddy (Mr Teo) (",)Shifu aka Dua Hai(Mr Lai) (",)Hubby (Mr Leong) (",)Ben Hai (Mr Tay) 
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