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Planning how I should use my money...
1. Use my UOB account to purchase my laptop... 2. Save my monthly money to my UOB, and spend using POSB.. but cannot spend more than $250 per month... 3. Buy my watch if I really find a need to it... 4. Buy the mp3player after I teach tuition for at least 3 months... Hopefully.. I can stick to it.. well.. really realise I spend alot.. somemore alot of times mr teo is the one who pay lohz... then wah lau.. i really super ultimate pro... haiz... never earn.. spend so much... sickening idiot... sianz...  yAwNz... woah.. so tired... didnt expect too... about 1pm i reached the school... then ms lye was already in school.... haha.. so early... hmm.. didnt change... but.. :) ok.. then hmm... chat for a while.. then not very sure what i did also.. hahaha... ask jinshu help me buy food.. then... she put alot of chili... dots.. my stomach cannot take it that hot anymore... but i was hungry.. later on.. then chat with them... oh yes.. the chalet is on!...hooray.. hahaha.. lalala.. so happy ... :) but... :( cannot pon lesson... sianz... haiz.. see how first loh... chat with cindy... ms lye.. hmm.. :)
after ms lye n dua hai is gone.. cindy and i and siewmei still chatting.. then we caht alot.. then later sai n sw came to buy drinks.. so later on we go to the gym... then i did the bicyle thingy.. sianz... was tiring.. then do the situps.. damn it.. i fell on my back.. pain.. then later tried doing the flip thing.. arg... back was dots.. dots... dots... now my back is.. super dots! hmm.. still got what.. oh yeah.. chat with mdm noreha.. hahaha... ok fine.. talk about her... :X say she beri sarcastic.. then alot of nonsense.. think she will mention to mdm suzana.. then whatever... ok.. after that... we go eat.. go eat roti prata... then go haagen dazz... then go home... here i am also... sianz supposingly perrine can acc. me go to sim lim.. but she cant.. sianz.. cant blame her lah... nevermind... :( NOW... I... AM... SUPER... HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!! Busy day... ... ... Woke up at 1pm... still feel very tired... these days I have been feeling damn tired... no matter how much sleep I got... is it because I slept too late or because I slept too long??? Dont know... just felt so tired.. and so reluctance to wake up... nevermind still I got up... haha... :X ok... then my sis and I get change and went to sim lim sq... We reached about 3 or 2.. I forgot... and dont wish to remember... YaWnZ... so tired now... ok.. now roughly I decided what I want... will do my final analysation later or tomorrow.. and most probably will get it by saturday... both of us took neoprints.. :) hee hee... out of so long.. this is our 1st time? then... we went to ntuc to get shampoo.. and then we went home... reached home not more than 1hour.. we were out again.. for "eating table"... then came home... bathe.. and I here... suppose by 1am I will be finish.. cause I went to play game.. so it became 1.45am.. haha.. nevermind.. ok.. thats all for today??? hmm... yah.. tml going to school.. to borrow bag, sleeping and also dont know what... yawnz... must wake up early again.. yawnz...
Have a hair cut.. so cool... :) Oh... I am so... HAPPY... I cut my hair... it is so cooling now :) I felt so refreshing.. I felt so relax with a short hair now... no longer I felt so hot.. so sticky.. so irritated.. :) hee hee hee.. woke up.. then watch show.. then play com.. then go find my uncle...
Reached about 1pm.. then wait for my sis to have her hair treatment.. then I cut.. then it is about 3++ so I went back to school.. to pass mr lai the game... oopz.. haha... monday when I want to go back and pass him the game.. I took out the play disk.. cause just want to disturb.. who knows... haha.. today... I really forgot to bring the play disk.. oops... :X oh my god.. when I reached school.. guess what happen? The moment I stepped into the school... 3 person cut her hair!... Gosh... so "qiao" you see? then was there laughing about it also.. hahaha... It is really what mr teo.. the weather cause this... the weather make us cut the hair... if not I actually want to grow one... thanks to the weather.... later.. everyone ate cup noodle.. actually I planned to eat later at night.. but thanks to them.. all eat.. I hungry... cause I didnt eat at all sicne morning... ok later talked about the chalet plus the camp thing... dots.. during weekdays... if really is those days.. i think i will just pon my lesson man... so damn sickening loh... see how first... hopefully i really have my hols in the 2nd week of june.. then I can go for netball camp... hee hee hee.. so happy... today is really an happy day for me.. :) my mood today is superb :) hmm... i guess is really the cutey :) thank goodness i bought it.. think i will really buy the other colours ... :) [green, yellow, purple, blue] :) hee hee hee... 3rd thing that I am happy today.. is cause... haha... kelly and i are going for the orientation camp! :) hurray.. well.. carl have been persuading me till he is sick of it... then today.. noah called me again... Noah saw that my cca records is A1.. so they are looking for active member.. therefore he wants to persuade me to go for the camp... well.. i explained to him that if i were to go for the camp I got a shorter time to purchase the laptop.. and also.. i mention kelly.. hee hee hee.. :X later... NOah.. called kelly.. caused I sarbotage her.. I told NOah about her...then NOah called to persuade her too.. hee hee hee.. :D So exciting.. about 3 more days onlY!? what!!! 3 more days??? hahaha... so fast I am going for the camp! Actually is 2 more days.. but cause I need to settle my laptop within these 2 days so I said if can go on sunday.. and Noah said it is alright... so fine.. :) hee hee hee... Going to sim lim again... woah.. I have been going there like I shop tmall.. dots.. really dots.. this time i think will be my 2nd last time to go... then later my last time will be when i buy the laptop... hmm... also... i will go again to purchase my mp3player... (wonder how long will it be... :-( ...) FInish my tuition... hmm... I really dont know how sia... she is left with 2 weeks only? Now I am still at whole numbers and fractions.. she still got 2 more chapters... how to teach her in 4hours with that 2 chapters? Plus currently she now still very weak in whole numebrs and fractions... dots siaz.. argH!!!! and she isnt really paying attention to me at all... what is this? haha.. now i really understand some things... you will get pissed off when the person who is sitting for the exam is not putting in the effort... and you are the one... now i understand how mr teo felt when he was the one who puts in the commitment when some students didnt.. when we are the one who are playing... understand how ms sakinah felt... when she always try to teach.. but yet.. i sleep in class.. feeling so sorry... but today was slightly better for me... well.. last week i myself wasnt really concentrating or putting my heart and soul teahcing her.. but today i did.. i did what i am supposing to do... anyway.. i got homework for her.. and so i myself will have homework to do too...
Feeling so damn bloody hot now... and having a damn bloody headache... it is sooo sickening... feeling so tired now also.. haha.. either thurs or fri going to sim lim sq. with my sister... :) think.. soon i will get my laptop... also.. hmm.. i guess i have decided on which one to get already.... tomorrow... guess i will either cut my hair.. or will go school.. want pass my disc to him... must ask him what games he have also... :) Just read his blog... the problem is solved? He gave me a direct answer of everything... Thanks... feeling more relieved... heart feel slightly lighter now... ok... my mind now is more clear.... ok, nothing to say and discuss anymore about that incident... ok... about the laptop since the price is almost similar then well.. I will get it myself as soon as possible then...
"it is time to do things yourself for a change...dont always hide behind friends and teachers... " ya.. i know.. but... i never want to change it? fear of being alone... fear of depending myself? when i was on the train just now... saw a ex-student from eastspring... listening to fm-tuner... alone... then i think will be able to survive this if kelly and my schedule is different? why i chose RP... because of Kelly... feeling a little regret cause seeing the whole damn train so squeezy and there wasnt any seats.. then i think again.. lucky i like the course.. if not i will really regret... in RP i think kelly and I might be walking different route... she is joining one cca only and i have decided to join 3... we are in different course... so... we will not be as close as before... the more i think i was so afraid... i know i have always been depending people.. but.. i never want to change it... hmm.. maybe when i get into RP then i will depend on myself? though my mind is clearer... but still.. i hope tomorrow never comes... 14hours more... i will have tuition... have not come out how to teach her... after settle my laptop then i go and think how should i settle her... if not tomorrow wake up earlier... -sianz- Well.. on saturday I told you my hp is spoiled... the other party couldn't what I say.. there is totally no sound from my hp? Well.. I dismantle my hp... I saw then is a dent at the "mic" and the screw was loose... so I screw out.. and then I bend the dent.. trying to make the straighten the dent.. then I screwed it back... then I called my house... and put my hp at my com speaker... :) I heard music! :) I called perrine and... haha.. she can hear me... :) I bought a cutey for my handphone... well.. this cutey brought my hp luck.. ;)
Just now... woke up actually want to go to school.. but in the end I didnt... and I doesnt want to stay at home... I want to go out.. so I wont think so much.. so I wont worried so much... and jinshu just called me.. they want to go orchard.. the place I hated most.. but.. I still decide to go... well.. I was crazy.. I keep making stupid things to make them laugh... to make myself laugh.. I was really crazy just now... and by 6++ perrine and I went back home 1st... I spent alot of money... I spent all on food... well.. I just to eat heartily... haha... cause Taka got sooo much food... :X fat liao lah... wanted to cut hair.. but didnt... Anyway.. tomorrow is tuition.. -sighz- just the 3rd time.. and I am feeling it this way? Gosh.. what a teacher am I... how can I be feeling this way!? I suppose to be patience, love teaching, cant wait for tuition.. but everytime I dread to get myself up from the bed on tuesday.. always hope that the phone call was to cancel the tuition... hope it rains.. so that she is unable to make it... I am like so what... I cant treat her like perrine they all.. love to teach them... love to explain... is it because she is slow in learnng and makes me feel this way? is it because I want to see result that I am feling this way? I really dont know... but I just hope tomorrow isnt a tuesdaY! -sighz- Orientation camp... kelly and I no longer going anymore... I not sure why kelly doesnt want to go... she sounds quite piss off yesterday? I dont know.... WHY? WHY? WHY? these days it just seems that I am pissing everyone.. now SH also? wah lau... I am going to go mad soon now... now it just seems that everything is not right for me man... I really dont know what is going to happen tomorrow.. who I am going to piss off tomorrow... I dont know... I really dont know... I am so confused.... I really dread tomorrow.. really... hating future.... I am now living in a unhappy, troubled, tearful, fearful life? I am not even studying now.. I am not even meeting new friends... and now... every single day.. like I am making people angry with me.. making people ignoring me... what is this!? And these people are the closest friends.. closest people to me... -sighz- I really cant afford to lose these people... hey.. whatever I done I am sorry... argh!!! going mad soon... I am feeling so "luan" now... right now I just feel that what I had done yesterday is so wrong... I had gave him the wrong impression of taking him for granted... No... I am not taking you for granted... it is just that I am not thinking straight... I am being not appreciative... I am so sorry for you feeling it this way... I not sure if you will be reading this... but really.. Mr Teo... I am truly sorry for this... and I need you... need your help, need your advices and everything... just like the other students... Till now... are you still angry with me? From the specs given from your blog.. are you telling me to purchase a laptop myself? I am not given a direct ans of everything... I am stuck here.. I dont know hwat I should do now...
no mood... well... totally no mood today.. well of course is because of yesterday.... he have yet to reply me.. well.. what can i say? both at fault.. but.. well.. i am not showing any respect.. thats my fault... well.. not replying.. wht can i do then? maybe have to show more sincere bah... by.. going back and apologise face to face then...
went to funan today to check out the laptops... anyway.. i told my sis about the x1000... she told me well.. depends on me... and if there is a bag for it.. then it should not be a problem also... and all just depends on me.. well.. later go analyse again bah... but.. no mood.. but.. no choice... :X told carl yesterday morning... just remain as friends... and he doesnt know what i mean... and today i just explain abit and then say i dotn wish to talk aboiut anything anymore... I am so sorry! ReallY... haiz... I have done something that I should not done... and so... right now I have regretted it... I am so sorry to throw my damn temper on you... and is so damn bloody rude... showing you no manners... I am so SORRY!~!~!~!!!... Really... I am really very sorry... terribly sorry...
After what happened, and got this treatment, I actually think back for awhile... I realise I have been throwing my temper these few days... either to friends or family... -sighz- it was like I was really quite bad tempered these days... Most of these situation... they usually just give in to me... other than today.... haiz.... -sighz- all situations or most of it I got what I want.. but today.. haiz... I got scolded... and then being ignored... i am really sorry... Think of it.. I think I am really ebing very bad.. keep showing people my frustration.. I think no one will appreciate that.. -sighz- I am sorry to all of you all that I showed my temper... sorry.... I will change.. please remind me if i were to do it again... friends.. i am really sorry...though you guys kept quiet.. but still I think you are unhappy.. sorry..>! Just a bad bad day for me.... Today just a very bad day for me... I woke up at 6.15am then I got to meet them and go to SPE... we reached super early... then later have to wait for super long... none of them got in.. but a good experience for them... later we could not decide what to eat and things.. then.. -sighz- rude to mr teo.. bad bad bad of me... then he very angry with me... dont know what i can do to make him forgive me or what.. -sighz- then later called home.. and i realised my bloody handphone is spoiled! f--k iT! other party cant heard what i says! damn iT! was so super suay~! reached home... dad nags about my laptop again.. and well.. learned a lesson today.. i controlled myself... anyway.. hopefully he could just forgive me... :(
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++InTrOdUcTiOn++ ::xIaOyUn:: ::Born on 18/08/87:: ::Unqiue Leo:: ::Yu Neng, EastSpring, Republic Poly:: ::Netball, Badminton, Track&Field, Librarian, Table-tennis, Choir:: ::To be PE teacher, camp instructor... ::Sporty:: ::Outgoing:: ::Friendly?:: ::Fun-to-be-with:: ::Low self-esteem:: ::Low self-confidence:: ::Between Optismist and Pessismist ::Sensitive:: ::Emotional:: ::Quite bad-tempered:: ::Short:: ++LOVES++ ::Play Sports:: ::Surf the net and Chat:: ::Laze arnd, Sleep, Slack:: ::Green, Blue, Yellow:: ::To be: Pe Teacher, Camp instructor:: ::East Spring Netball team:: ::My friends, hubby, disciples and shifu(mr teo):: ++WiShLiSt++ .~.Jacket (preferably nike).~. .~. .~.Storybook so to improve my english :) .~.Save money for all my buyable items.~. .~.A sports bag.~. .~.Nike Shorts.~. .~. .~.Mp3player.~. .~.Man Utd Jersey.~. .~.Bball shorts (black).~. .~. .~.Spending my birthday with ES peepx.~. .~.RP improved in IVP.~. .~.I play as a good Center.~. .~.Able to control the game.~. .~.Join RP bball.~. .~.Commited in wushu, netball and bball.~. .~.DO well in my studies.~. .~.Move on to my future.~. .~.Dont stay in my past.~. .~.Get a B for my Eng O's this year.~. .~.ES netball team will perform.~. .~.People who I care live happily.~. .~.Learn as many sports as possible.~. .~.Study in Uni.~. .~.Weight become 45kg.~. .~.More confident in myself.~. ++People I wont forget++ .+.Buddy - Jesline aka Panda.+. .+.Buddy - Sihua aka Da ge.+. .+.Buddy - Hui Ching aka Ah Neox.+. .+.Buddy - Rosling aka Brother Xiaowong.+. .+.Buddy - Kelly aka Auntie.+. .+.Buddy - Cindy aka Blur Queen.+. +.+Tudi - Huiwen aka lamer no.1+.+ +.+Tudi - Adeline aka lamer 2+.+ +.+Tudi - Jinshu aka Idiot+.+ +.+Tudi - Siriporn aka ah bui+.+ +.+Tudi - Suwei+.+ =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Cheryl aka Sotong no. 1=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Hui Ying aka Sotong no.2=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Perrine aka Sotong no.3=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Jane aka Sotong no. 4=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Jolene aka Sotong no.5=.= (",)Mummy (Ms Lye) (",)Shifu aka Daddy (Mr Teo) (",)Shifu aka Dua Hai(Mr Lai) (",)Hubby (Mr Leong) (",)Ben Hai (Mr Tay) 
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