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heaDache!!! argh!!! Gosh... my damn headahce is back once more... hwo come suddenly I am having headache.. god knows.. *eyes rolling* argh... maybe cause of the long staring at the computer? guess so? woke up around 1+ and I am here till now? wah.. thats pretty long.. haha.. guess this is the reason why I am having my headache? yAwNz.. going to sleep soon... quite tired also.. my eyes just being SOOOOOOOO..... tired now... and my stupid head is giving me the pains... argH!!! never been feeling this for a long time.. I felt it this way.. was when... I was preparing for my maths for o's... hmm.. talking about o's.. makes me think of so many things.. *shut myself off!* nono.. not going to say.. haha.. ok.. tomorrow there will be training.. hopefully I am not going to have a fever.. which I am predicting.. hopefully no! If I am feeling better tomorrow.. most probably I will go? but.. nevermind.. dont expect that you will play... so you will not feel so down=.. *winks* ahha.. crazy woman.. but thats better.. what.. I will try to go.. cause 2 or 3 weeks more.. I wont be able to go back? *sob sob* -sighz- nevermind.. go pack my bag and then get ready for my beauty sleep... :)
 Public holiday... Its public holiday... and yet... I am here... haha.. they got ask me out.. but I didnt.. cause I want to save up my money... I need to get alot of things before I start to go to school... I am restricting myself to spend only 20bucks per week... well.. it is possible cause 1 week 7 days, at least tehre will be 2 days I wont go out.. so about 5 days.. then so each day spend $4? haha.. so less.. ooops.. dont know.. just try.. haha...
Today is.. 8th of April? hmm 5 more days left for me to pay the English O level fee.. I have yet to pay it.. I still wondering should I ask my dad for it or should I pay myself.. Dont know.. must see first.. also.. on the 24th of April RP got orientation camp.. I feel like going.. but I not sure yet... this month I feel rather tied up? There are quite a number of things I must do and dates I must remember... and I just so afraid I will forget.. damn it man.. -sighz- then so soon.. damn soon.. I will start my school... excited? anxious? nervous? I dont know.. haha... Important Things : 1. 13th April (tuesday) - last day to pay up O level fee.. 2. 16th April (friday) - ES sports day.. 3. 17th April (saturday) - Perrine's selection.. 4. 24th April (saturday) - RP's camp 5. 24th, 26th or 27th April - configuration of laptops... 6. 30th April (friday) - orientation 7. 30th April (friday) - application of ez-link card... 8. Get a laptop... Think... and Think... and Think... Woke up.. and went to school.. inside PE room.. later come out find perrine.. then later go to sci lab to find ms tan and sihua to talk.. then later went to watch their practise... then eh... later perrine come and find me.. then we all together... later I help perrine to "suan" but i think she wasnt concentrating at all... and also.. stupid huiying so bad... comment soemthing stupid.. about perrine being desperate.. ahah... i was there laughinG! huiying so bad sia....
Later, I go find him about the things.. then later I do it again.. but he didnt interpret it and then later he do the things... after that he says perrine wasnt concentrating at first.. so nevermind.. then later he put the cards.. then hmm.. I could not interpret it at all... Think.. and think.. and think... still.. thinking... figuring how to really "suan"... hmmm... it is so weird... the cards I only can figure a little bit of what he said... some of it I just cant figure out how he look at it... so weird... hmm.. ^o) still figuring... haha... dont really know how... dots... there were sooooo many things that I cant see and he see it.. and is correct.. cause I know who is that guy.... Now putting the cards out of what it was just now.. and figuring how he really see it... hmm... maybe 1 card means alot of things.. not just so simple? it was only 5 cards... but... so much things he said.... hmm... Anyway he help me to "suan" again.. this card I can interpret.. but mayeb is because I already know it? haha.. dont know.. but -sighz- forget it.. is in the PAST!!! but i am now right haha... Now I realsie i am quite stupid also.. haha.. cause is like in the past I could not even look out for the basic which perrine can.. stupid.. maybe cause I am not as observant as her bah.. but nevermind.. she told me she guess 1.. haha.. so is ok.. :p now i am sure.. haha.. hee hee... but still got those complicated one.. i dont know.. hmpF! still looking at perrine's card now.. haha.. :x Anyway.. still thank you.... for teaching... thanks... and i wont teach people 1 cause i dont know how to teach... and hope the people are as stupid as me and as unobservant as me lah.. haha... sPeEcHleSs... Today, I went to school for training... he still look as stress as the past before... later on... he really taught me the cards... the promise he made 1 year ago... In the past, he was always playing a fool... doesnt seem really want to teach me.. remember during this year new year eve.. we actually "argue" on phone cause of this? Everytime keep on like doesnt want to teach me.. and today.. he did it... after telling me what are the four cards mean.. he said.. "ok.. teach you liao.. can leave liao?" is something like want to leave or what.. after that I think about what he wrote in his blog.. then thinking about his stressful look... after that I just stop thinking and went for training...
During training.. it was nothing.. I didnt do much things... as I was running for warm-up.. my knee still hurts... therefore I didnt join them for the rest of the event... later... perrine.. need a parthner.. so I parthner up with her... then later I jump and I land.. then my bloody knee hurts... then later I go to the sec1 there... as they were doing their criss-cross... later on as they are doin their cool down.. i went to shoot... Have a bet with adeline... who shot in 5 goals will treat swensen... well.. I lost.. haha.. it was 5-3... I was leading at 1st.. but I lost in the end... later... we really go to swensen to have dinner... mr lai was with us too... When we were in the car, we chatted about the shooting things... then he looked much better... he sound much better... Later in swensen, we just eat and stuffs... later he showed me that he brought the cards.. and he wants to teach me.. I was -.-! but nevermind... just carry on eating and joke around... anyway, I saw Lemuel there... sometimes I really wonder... why when I saw him... I got a kind of weird feelings? I never forget how we know, how we were together, how we break off, when we together, when we break off... I can tell you people 1 thing... he was the first person I can remember so much about... he was someone when I see him I think of the past... nevermind.. is in the PAST..... but... because I told adeline before about my PAST.. so I told her.. that guy behind is Lemuel.. and Mr Teo knew it what I was talking... and he was there smiling away.. I was -.-! dots.. how come he knew what am i talking and... how he knew about what happen??? In sec 2, I wasnt really close to him yet, and it was like.. it was so SILENCE!!!... we always meet at atrium.. hahaha... so weird? we always talk in net only? but how come he knows? he dont want to tell me.. then forget it then... Memories of lem... is back once more...... ...... Supposingly I should be paying... but... he paid it... I really want to pay him back.. cause I really lost this bet.. I dont want to like "ren du bu shu" or whatever lah.. but he jsut dont want to accept the money... We went to look for kelly at her working place.. we went haagen dazz.. haha.. she was mopping the floor when we were there.. haha.. later she took our orders... joked around... later as we were waiting for the ice-cream.. he took out the cards.. and then I help adeline to "suan"... was tring to interpret it... but I only got the part she lieks him or something like that correct.. then later he was teaching seriously!.. telling me what is what or rather teaching lah... then later me.. then it likes knowing abit now.. then he said.. all these comes with experience... like what practice more then I will know... After that.. I just keep pester him to teach me when I help perrine to "suan"... but then he didnt want to.. maybe is because he is going to be busy bah... after haagen dazz... he going back.. and was on the way to esso, so asked he to "lobang" me... then later... I just keep pester him... then erm.. when I alight.. he just say... "you know why I so nice I drove you here? so you cant bother me then later he said... "i never promise you ar..." then i went home... ok lah.. though I really want to know all the things about the cards... but i think he was really busy with his stuffs... -sighz- guess really no chance to learn more... -sighz- i really want to know more.. but... but... but... see his blog? what he says? no hope to know le lah... Later... as I was walking home.. I was thinking about everything.. then I decided to ask him some question.. but turn out he ask me and then he didnt answer my question.. I really wish to know but maybe he just doesnt want to tell me or what? I dont know... I really dont know... DoTz.. haha... Just finish tuition.. now I really realise how hard is to be a teacher.. haha... anyway, I think I really mistook her.. I mean the first impression of her in the past was wrong.. she is actually not bad... she is quite friendly... nevermind, I had tried to change my view of her now...
Think she is quite hardworking also? Her maths, I think is really quite weak.. 39/100 for her PT, hopefully I can change to 50/100 for mid year... Today I taught her fractions, hmm.. she is really very weak in fraction... hope she can remember what I have taught her.. Oh yes, I almost dont know how to do one sum, and it was like.. haha.. lucky I knew it.. but I took a little while to figure out.. haha.. my brain is dead already.. :S... now I touch pen and paper I felt so happy about it.. haha... now also I gave her homework, so I must also do it.. :D hee hee.. thats all.. :) hmmm... I just remove my bandage.. dots.. got rashes liao? dots... forever like that one.. nevermind.. this is not the main thing... my knee still hurts? and a little bit of blue black? maybe is like that bah? nevermind... just wait for a few days and then see how...
ok.. just now went to school help to train the sec 1.. ok.. hmm... ok ok loh... anyway... i am quite slack also.. was quite tired... but got the help of sec2s so is quite ok... yawnz... dont know what to blog also... very tired... yawnz... For Mr Teo.. Hmm... wan me teach you the force.... you must teach me the cards first.. :p Jiayou bah... I dont know what is happening or what... but then hang in there... I dont know what I should say and also I am out of words... but I just wish that you get back to your own self as soon as possible.. not feeling so exhausted...
why didnt you bothered to tell her the truth when she asked about the smell? why did you shook your head? now situation got worse... you dont know how to open up and say that you had injuried you leg.. and so.. now how? i dont know.. hide from her again? its so hard to hide now... my bed got the smell.. my pant got the smell.. how to hide? but how to tell also.. argh!!!!
:( oh no... my mum asked me about the medical smell on my clothes... :( i really dont know.. im feeling so confused now... soooooo confused... cause at first when she asked about it.. i felt so confused already.. and now.. -sighz- argh!!! cause mr leong told me lots of thing.. how how how??? is like just now after that.. my sis said.. "your hand pain or leg pain must say..." i was like.. damn.. did she read my blog just now? oh no.. i really dont know how.. if my sis know it.. and she expect me to tell the truth... then i didnt... gosh.. how??? i want to say... BUT... WHAT IS STOPPING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hmm... this month I see alot of my friends in alot of pain... alot of fan nao... -sighz- seeing them like this I feel sad too.. well... but 1 thing I know is... I had been there for perrine... hopefully it helps... I really not sure... seeing so many of them so stress about studies.. about so many things... it made me afraid too? I dont know...
I really feel that the more I talked to perrine.. I feel that she is like me... she is abit of similar like me... when I was in secondary two.. I felt that I am something like her? Now for all the things I had done wrong in secondary two and she is repeating it... I keep telling her... I really dont know she will listen to it.. she doesnt seems to care at times... I really dont know.. -sighz- I will just do whatever I can now.. advice her as much as I can... in the end still up to her.. well.. if she dont listen is her fault.. but if I didnt even bothered to tell her... I am sure I am at fault... so now.. I will just do my part... I am going to start school soon... they going to have their exams soon.. hopefully everything goes well.. -sighx- *cheer up* :) woosh... i did household chores... maybe not really household chores lah.. but rather i cleared my computer table, study table... hahaha.. it was super messy... and i got nothing to do.. and i am sick of playin gunbound.. so i went to clear my tables and also my cupboard... haha.. so cool... :)
pHeW.... I was packing my table... then I could not find the wolf keychain.. i was panicking like hell... felt so lost... that is the 1st and only item by esnetball... so i cant lost it... i was so scared i lost it... i was thinking hard.. where have i put it.. but i remember the very last time i put is at the table... finally i think i should just ask my mum... PHEW!!!!! it was found! she keep the keychain for me... PHEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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++InTrOdUcTiOn++ ::xIaOyUn:: ::Born on 18/08/87:: ::Unqiue Leo:: ::Yu Neng, EastSpring, Republic Poly:: ::Netball, Badminton, Track&Field, Librarian, Table-tennis, Choir:: ::To be PE teacher, camp instructor... ::Sporty:: ::Outgoing:: ::Friendly?:: ::Fun-to-be-with:: ::Low self-esteem:: ::Low self-confidence:: ::Between Optismist and Pessismist ::Sensitive:: ::Emotional:: ::Quite bad-tempered:: ::Short:: ++LOVES++ ::Play Sports:: ::Surf the net and Chat:: ::Laze arnd, Sleep, Slack:: ::Green, Blue, Yellow:: ::To be: Pe Teacher, Camp instructor:: ::East Spring Netball team:: ::My friends, hubby, disciples and shifu(mr teo):: ++WiShLiSt++ .~.Jacket (preferably nike).~. .~. .~.Storybook so to improve my english :) .~.Save money for all my buyable items.~. .~.A sports bag.~. .~.Nike Shorts.~. .~. .~.Mp3player.~. .~.Man Utd Jersey.~. .~.Bball shorts (black).~. .~. .~.Spending my birthday with ES peepx.~. .~.RP improved in IVP.~. .~.I play as a good Center.~. .~.Able to control the game.~. .~.Join RP bball.~. .~.Commited in wushu, netball and bball.~. .~.DO well in my studies.~. .~.Move on to my future.~. .~.Dont stay in my past.~. .~.Get a B for my Eng O's this year.~. .~.ES netball team will perform.~. .~.People who I care live happily.~. .~.Learn as many sports as possible.~. .~.Study in Uni.~. .~.Weight become 45kg.~. .~.More confident in myself.~. ++People I wont forget++ .+.Buddy - Jesline aka Panda.+. .+.Buddy - Sihua aka Da ge.+. .+.Buddy - Hui Ching aka Ah Neox.+. .+.Buddy - Rosling aka Brother Xiaowong.+. .+.Buddy - Kelly aka Auntie.+. .+.Buddy - Cindy aka Blur Queen.+. +.+Tudi - Huiwen aka lamer no.1+.+ +.+Tudi - Adeline aka lamer 2+.+ +.+Tudi - Jinshu aka Idiot+.+ +.+Tudi - Siriporn aka ah bui+.+ +.+Tudi - Suwei+.+ =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Cheryl aka Sotong no. 1=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Hui Ying aka Sotong no.2=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Perrine aka Sotong no.3=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Jane aka Sotong no. 4=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Jolene aka Sotong no.5=.= (",)Mummy (Ms Lye) (",)Shifu aka Daddy (Mr Teo) (",)Shifu aka Dua Hai(Mr Lai) (",)Hubby (Mr Leong) (",)Ben Hai (Mr Tay) 
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