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Dearest Tudi... Just For YOU! :) Happy birthday Jinshu! :) old liao hor? hee hee hee... grow up la.. dun so lame can or not? or so idiotic? or so... ehz.. so many many to say.. u noe urself.. LoLz... hahaha... oh well.. jinshu is my another tudi.. and she is the second one growing up to be a adult.. coz having IC le.. LoLz.. hahaha.. ok la.. enuff of nonsense.. still happy birthday! :D... stay happy... :) cheerful.. and chio :D
Happy Birthday! :D  ok.. ES won KC :D .. guess this is the second time they won them... :) good work! :) actually didnt go.. but ok.. didnt waste a trip there... hmm.. but my leg "burnt!" so blackish now.. LoL... haha.. tml goin to swim at 8am... and erm.. going to school meet them after that... this is wat i wan 2 blog 1st.. 10pm isnt my time to blog.. nor play gunbound.. so.. shant do these... later den do...
went out with kelly, perrine, mr teo, huiying after the match... went to challenger.. perrine super noisy.. haha.. but then... good thing is.. he will sarbo her and not me.. tease her and not me.. hee hee.. .later huiying went off... then... go look for js's present.. bought her waterbottle... then later mr teo bought her something ... which looks like a pig?... then later.. hmm... kelly went off too... perrine, him and me went to eat fish and co... and perrine was quiet.. and so mr teo came up with this bet... if she is able to keep quiet for the whole day he treats.. then i dont want bet.. cause i know she wont.. but she really kept quiet.. quite stupid of her also.. lolz... and this is what really happen...
You are the yellow moonlight. In your life you are
constantly seeking friendship[. People are drawn to you by your strange behavior, but never seem to stay. Your dream job would be a teacher for your kind heart. Your soul calls to the sun and never stops. Your cheerful spirit always keeps people going in the toughest hour. You have unbeatable energy and love little children. You are not incredibly diffrent, but people admire your sense of pride. You have a lot of talent but only use it to one extent. The yellow moonlight always calls to thoses in need, offering friendship and a helping hand. brought to you by Quizilla *Mr Teo... if you are still reading my blog... found this familiar? hee hee.. pengz lohz.. when i see this i was like -.-! hahaha... but nvm.. ha... i really like tis? Mood Swing~ SIghz... dont know what is wrong with me... went to school... then I was early.. didnt talked much.. later go Hai Sing.. quite quiet.. didnt really talk.. but at that time is because nothing to talk.. later dont know why.. suddenly i felt so down... out of a sudden... wanted to cry! wanted to breakdown already... dont feel like eating also... dont feel like talking also... just sit down there see.. laugh at siriporn.. and later still thinking alot of things... and is really want to breakdown...
Didnt intend to blog actually... but.. some one make me smile :) haha.. thought it wont be that person anymore... but it still... haha.. thank you.. think you wont know that you make me smile.. maybe will tell you later.. :)
ok.. went back school and train.. hate to get up actually.... but still pull myself up in the end... which is.. eh.. 2pm... or later.. LoLz.... ok.. erm... reached school.. kelly they 2 reached liao.. then kelly and i discuss about the course thing...after that go training.. train with the sec 1.. LoL... haha... hmm after that they played game.. and i got rather frustrated.. why? they finished their game.. and 3 of us was hoping to play too.. and then when we said.. they didnt really wnat to play.. and that stupid eileen come up with stupid irritating excuse! i was so pissed! and later i kicked the bibs and then later i took a ball and slam the wall! was so angry! wanted to cry out too... but cause of that i took the ball and slam.. slam it hard! these actions are not tolerateable.. so i am very sprry.. mr teo! though you have accepted my apology.. and still very sorry... for those actions! oh well..what mr teo said was really right... they have played alot of matches that was why.. yeah.. tell you truthfully... i always envy their batch.. and adeline they all told me before also.. they envy them too!.. reason? is becasue... they are the only batch that have everything! really everything.. starts with you, ends with you.. have camps for 3 years? or maybe 4 years? learn almost everything! go to zonals for 3 years... and everything.. so much things i can list about why i envy them... but they are just taking everything for granted! shant talk so much about it.. if not my headache going to be worse... ok.. later eat, go home, bathe, talk, and here i am! and... well... i am feeling much better cause of that some one :) though still abit unhappiness...but still much better... Blogging again... hahaha.. its 4am now.. and.. i am still awake.. ok well.. i am thinking and doesnt have a mood... oh... i talked to sam... :) he cheer me up... he console me... ok.. i feel slightly better.. thankz sam! even thou you wont be reading this, but still thank you! =)
NOt been blogging for one day.... I'm sorry... i didnt blog yesterday... oh well.. these days i doesnt really have the mood to blog actually.. and yesterday my sis was using the com so didnt have the time.. or rather doesnt want to blog... maybe just state abit of thing...
MOnday(16/02) - woke up, go sch, watch match, record match... go eat... thats wat i have done.. nothing much... it was 11 more days more.. and that irritating mr teo.. says " oh.. see you another 11 days?" something like this... and i was slow.. didnt catch him at 1st... ok.. eat then go home... wait for com.. use com... play com... sleep.. ok that is whati have done... Today - woek up, play com, go sch, watch match, record match, go eat, go home, chat, bathe, chat, play game, blog ...... ...... ...... I really do not know what is wrong with me... I am hating myself? I am tired of living... not vecause of the result... but is about my character... i just feel that i cant change! really cant change! which i just hate myself for that! I feel that whatever people(SHI FU, MR CHEW, FRENZ) had advice me in the past have gone to drain? * Sorry to those people... especially Mr Teo... I feel that i'm isnt changing at all... I feel that I am still the same old yunru... which i hate it... really hate it.. which im tired of living liao... i cant change.. a detestable, selfish, full of jealousy, irritating, low selfesteem, negative, ...... ......yunru.. really!.. i really dont know how... ok...now isnt in a mood to blog.. shall continue later when i calm myself... continue of where i stopped... hmm.. dont know what is wrong.. maybe just too free and think of things again.. thats all... maybe over-stressed of changing.. haha.. or rather maybe been thinking the things i done is wrong and do a self-reflection and realise i didnt change and got so stressed up... but anyway... oh well.. i got it over le..... let it all out le.... cry it all out le..... and now should be fine le....
oh palz, i am deeply sorry... when i dont blog i really dont blog.. and when i blog... i blog so much... bear with me.. sorry anyway... TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY FOR ME...  Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for one reason or another - possibly, you made one tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't commit. In any case, you are faithless and joyless. You find no happiness, love, or acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most days are a burden and you wonder when the hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching picture. You are the one that few understand. Those that do know you are likely to love you deeply and wish that they could do something to ease your pain. You are constantly living in memories of better times and a better world. You are hard on yourself and self-critical or self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved, you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite your tainted nature, your soul is breathtakingly beautiful. *~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~* brought to you by Quizilla You might feel weird i got two right? I just do not believe the 1st one therefore i do and do again... and i finally have a different wings.. which is this.. and... which is right... which is correct to me! *Tu-di(s), Shifu, Buddies... i am this right not that right? or rather both is not?  You are one of the few out there whose wings are truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and divine, you are one blessed with a certain cosmic grace. You are unequalled in peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of Light your wings are massive and a soft white or silver. Countless feathers grace them and radiate the light within you for all the world to see. You are a defender, protector, and caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver of the wrong, chances are you are taken advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often. But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in everyone and so this mistreatment does not make you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will try to help misguided souls find themselves and peace. However not all Angelics allow themselves to be gotten the better of - the Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting for the sake of Justice and protection of those less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever change - the world needs more people like you. *~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~* brought to you by Quizilla sounds quite ridiculous.. i doubt i am this right? hmm oh well... frends out there who knows me well please tell me am i this? or the one above... *Shifu, Tudi(s), Buddies please tell me am i like this or the one above... please... TODAY... today... today... was sleeping all the way.. hahaha... then wake up at 6pm to see the American Idol.. see the william hung.. hahaha... then later eat and watch.. then i online... LoL... didnt do much today.. but only know that i talked to rsoling.. then all the memories... the pain.. everything came to my mind... all flashes... feel like crying... but no tears... hahaha.. other than that nothing else i do... tomorrow there is a match.. will be there i guess.. and now the stupid boss lady have not call me down for training.. abit dont feel like working le.. but looking at my bankbook and my mp3player i guess i will just continue....
Didnt blog yesterday... was very tired... woke up at 6+++... because I told mr teo i am going to help him... so was at Hai Sing at about 7am... then he bought breakfast for himself, and then he give me the free 1.. ^o) hahaha... oh he asked never bring ice.. i thought he is coming from his house then i thought he will bring from his house.. then he thought i will bring.. hahaha... then later jane fell down.. bleed quite badly... then i was.. oh no.. hee hee :X... the pasir ris people quite idiot lah... hit the camera... lucky i was holding on to it if not then die liao... the match wasnt properly recorded lah... 1st quarter forget to start... then... later thanks to the hit.. have to move around...
They won this time round.. tight match... lost in 1st two quarter then win... same like my 1st zonal match in sec3.... ok.. they not too bad today.. quite well done... done abit of swing.. but then.. still can improved.. they are not very clear cut.. and the timing is wrong... and some of them keep doing mistake... After match go back school... sec 3s got training.. then i there see see.. later i sleep in the gym.. was very tired.. later go PE room.. then later stay there for a very long time.. adeline and i didnt decided where to eat.. then later rosling call me how to go sim lim.. then hahaha.. that was where i wanted to go.. and so meet her at small mac then decide with her where to eat also.. later go bugis eat... then walk for a while.. looking at the mp3players... deciding which 1.. later xiaowong bought the 1 i like.. it cost $269... hmm.. still deciding should i get that.. maybe i should.. maybe wait till i save up enough then i decide.... later meet huiying and perrine... then we eat and go walk walk around... and was tired so didnt online... |
Plan your life like forever, but live today like there is no tomorrow... Stay positive :)World is unfair... things keep coming back til you learn...
++InTrOdUcTiOn++ ::xIaOyUn:: ::Born on 18/08/87:: ::Unqiue Leo:: ::Yu Neng, EastSpring, Republic Poly:: ::Netball, Badminton, Track&Field, Librarian, Table-tennis, Choir:: ::To be PE teacher, camp instructor... ::Sporty:: ::Outgoing:: ::Friendly?:: ::Fun-to-be-with:: ::Low self-esteem:: ::Low self-confidence:: ::Between Optismist and Pessismist ::Sensitive:: ::Emotional:: ::Quite bad-tempered:: ::Short:: ++LOVES++ ::Play Sports:: ::Surf the net and Chat:: ::Laze arnd, Sleep, Slack:: ::Green, Blue, Yellow:: ::To be: Pe Teacher, Camp instructor:: ::East Spring Netball team:: ::My friends, hubby, disciples and shifu(mr teo):: ++WiShLiSt++ .~.Jacket (preferably nike).~. .~. .~.Storybook so to improve my english :) .~.Save money for all my buyable items.~. .~.A sports bag.~. .~.Nike Shorts.~. .~. .~.Mp3player.~. .~.Man Utd Jersey.~. .~.Bball shorts (black).~. .~. .~.Spending my birthday with ES peepx.~. .~.RP improved in IVP.~. .~.I play as a good Center.~. .~.Able to control the game.~. .~.Join RP bball.~. .~.Commited in wushu, netball and bball.~. .~.DO well in my studies.~. .~.Move on to my future.~. .~.Dont stay in my past.~. .~.Get a B for my Eng O's this year.~. .~.ES netball team will perform.~. .~.People who I care live happily.~. .~.Learn as many sports as possible.~. .~.Study in Uni.~. .~.Weight become 45kg.~. .~.More confident in myself.~. ++People I wont forget++ .+.Buddy - Jesline aka Panda.+. .+.Buddy - Sihua aka Da ge.+. .+.Buddy - Hui Ching aka Ah Neox.+. .+.Buddy - Rosling aka Brother Xiaowong.+. .+.Buddy - Kelly aka Auntie.+. .+.Buddy - Cindy aka Blur Queen.+. +.+Tudi - Huiwen aka lamer no.1+.+ +.+Tudi - Adeline aka lamer 2+.+ +.+Tudi - Jinshu aka Idiot+.+ +.+Tudi - Siriporn aka ah bui+.+ +.+Tudi - Suwei+.+ =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Cheryl aka Sotong no. 1=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Hui Ying aka Sotong no.2=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Perrine aka Sotong no.3=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Jane aka Sotong no. 4=.= =.=CHIJ² Sotong Pai - Jolene aka Sotong no.5=.= (",)Mummy (Ms Lye) (",)Shifu aka Daddy (Mr Teo) (",)Shifu aka Dua Hai(Mr Lai) (",)Hubby (Mr Leong) (",)Ben Hai (Mr Tay) 
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