dont wish to care any more.. feeling real stupid to believe her... feeling dumb.. feeling im an idiot to trust everyone... wah the shit.. -sighz- hmm... ya la.. believe mr teo also.. and he now like tryin not to teach me... saying lots of rubbish and in the end never teach.. haiz.. watever lahz... haha.. nwo i think its time you learn already.. finally .. LoL.. scally in the end also never learn.. haiz watever shit is it lahz.. i dun wan to care anymore... since she doesnt even care, what for i bother liao.. n i dun wish this to spoil my mood man...
ok... just came back from ah ma's hse.. hmm.. now im home alone.. haha.. mum n sis at ah ma's hse helpin out.. my dad n my cousin outside.. and all the tenants had went back to their own home... anyway.. i haf dinner at ah ma's place.. but duno counted as reunion dinner mah... no daddy.. hmm been how many years since we 4 sit together and have dinner? i dont know.. like 10 years? i cant remember... but i always wish that we can have... hmm.. when than can my dream be fufilled? i not sure.. hmm.. tml daddy goin to malacca wif cousin.. hmm.. once again.. he is not wif us to go bai nian.. haiz.. why both of them is like this? i dont know... once we moved in this house.. they never been talking.. mum never cook meals for him.. sis n i will be tehir spokesman.. hmm.. nfi they talk.. wat cum out? quarrel already.. haiz.. duno la.. its never been a time when we 4 were togteher.. nvm xi guan le.. shall not think too much also... n let this spoil the mood.. it will never be.. but hope dream fufilled lah.. when can i have a reunion dinner? when? after i married? i duno...
ok... well.. just now at ah ma's hse drink pig's stomach soup, den eat rice den eat chicken like tt onli lohz.... no feeling of CNY lahz.. its always the same old thing........... -boring- itys jus like normal dinner at ah ma's place tts all.. den after eatin i alone sit there watch tv... den at 10pm den go home.. n here i am.. hmm.. home alone... so sianz.. so sad.. so down.. haiz.. i shall not continue to let this spoil my CNY le.. bye!
anyway.. when back to sch.. hmm... i disturb mdm suzana :X hee.. so bad! :x hmm.. den talk to mr chew, mr leong, mdm tey, mdm too, ms teh for a while.. den went dwn to bai nian wif mr teo.. haha :X gave him mandarin wif cindy.. haha.. den michael, weeling, issac and collin disturb.. took ours n bai nian wif him.. haha.. :X hmm.. later he xhange wif us another 1.. kaoz.. gave him cold cold 1.. n big big one.. xchange a small small warm warm one.. hmmf!... no gd la.. den later he called me.. den he say i forget to ask him to teach me.. argh! i tot u were in a hurry to go bck hm.. so i didnt ask u to stay.. n oso i didnt remember on the spot oso.. -sighz- ok.. shall stop my complainin again.. hmm... im goin to pester him to teach me.. i dun care! ok la.. stoip here liao la.. do my other stuffs.. oh ya.. change of ram n a monitor le.. so happy! :D ok.. soon will get a new watch n a mp3player... :D
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